Theft of words is worse than a broken heart

Why do we write poetry? Sometimes it’s because we have had our heart stomped on and need a tool to chisel it out. Sometimes it is because, through sheer joy we finally find ourselves after all these years. It is such an intimate act that it can be shared with a lover or friend, maybe even the whole world (should you be lucky enough to have that level of success). Lately however I have become disenchanted with writing due to a few choice people on social media who are, in effect, stealing people’s words, verbatim, then presenting them to a wider audience under the illusion it is their own. Bottom feeders if you like. Muggers of the arts that we strive so hard to protect with fires.

The act itself is such a dismissible one, for only a lover of the art would care. It is trivialised and looked over, for it is not a diamond ring or a car someone has broken into. I say it is something more soul destroying. For what is more personal than the love of words, honed to a sharp tip, capable of showing one’s ripped out soul or caressing our one true love in the deepest moonlit aria?

For me, those that are aware of the act,  stand by and enable such behaviour are not worthy of being called poets nor given the gift. They are just as responsible. Responsible for the theft of a kind soul who has chosen to breathe a little life into our day while we read their words over a steaming hot coffee and a choice slice of scrummy cake.

Don’t get me wrong, the plagiarism I speak of is not a forest fire that has somehow gotten out of control in our little community but it is an interesting topic for me to cover, as lately other poets have been sharing their stories with me about it . Saddened by the verse they had crafted so eloquently, ripped from them and placed onto a more ‘popular’ page and shown false love. Not because these people feel the words but simply because the profile picture was, shall we say, of an aesthetically good looking person (may I add at this point that in one particular case a fake picture, stolen from someone famous for being a world renowned model; so obviously not a smart man/woman either).

In an almost double edged sword, when this happened to me recently, I smiled a smile knowing that person could never have stepped into the same sun I had on that day, when my lover kissed me under the Eiffel Tower and told me a story of forever.

I find it incredulous but then perhaps I am from a different time where mind games and illusions held no part in the sculptures of it all. It negates the form, for if it is beauty you seek through the sheer appeal of the face you have cheapened a craft that to many of us, is one of the purest forms of air above the very mountain tips.

I guess one could dismiss this piece as jealousy and I would be lying if I said there wasn’t a small element of truth. But I’d rather have someone read my life in prose and relate, than have a thousand never find the hurt, joy or love in them. I’m not looking to make a stand nor am I looking for accolades and favourites. Instead I would rather you read this piece and quietly absorb. To me, that is better than any stars, likes and retweets in the world.

Poetry allows one to cherish the interpretation, absorb all the intricacies of the subject matter. Perhaps find the meaning in the words. Take your time, lose yourself in it and if at all possible, realise that if you have a bond with a poem, it is the biggest gift you will ever receive from a stranger.

So to those who have had this done to them I say this, keep your perfects, keep your mind clear of the perfidy and carry on creating. Fear not the imitation for it is the biggest compliment you can receive and continue to conquer the brave in a world where there are plenty of receiving hearts.

If you love poetry, give it the respect it deserves.

 

Javas Lamer Hark

In her shoes

Autumn by Ramona Briedenhann

This poem is inspired by Ramona Briedenhann, the most talented photographer I have had the pleasure of knowing, not just on a base level but in a way that has touched the beauty in me. Her latest piece of photography is called ‘Autumn’ and was her first Salon entry. The composition reminds me of a simpler time, when innocence yielded to nothing and the trees were all that were needed to find summer everyday.

 

 

An innocent in the playing fields

where only dreams are made

and never lost in the tepid calls

of a childhood she never had

 

Reverting to a state of grace

a melancholy tune plays

Feet tapping through the embers

of fallen leaves kissed by the wind

 

Be the dancer for a while

and give in to the fear

of balancing on your blocks

and bleeding troubled feet

 

For those straps were tight

when you were a child

Let go and hear the music

for it plays a tune for you

 

 

Javas Lamer Hark

 

 

Listening to Eva Cassidy – Autumn Leaves

 

Ramona Briedenhann can be found on Twitter here

 

Pagliaccio Of Me

I am left crying in my fears

by my almost perfect

Pagliacci opera

 

Yet I have no stage to perform

nor curtain call on this night

for they are busy watching another

 

As the crowd settle to view her

in the act of false grace

she gives the performance of a lifetime

 

Consisting of constant destructions

of all men and their hearts

 

Bow before her and show

the respect she never deserved

 

In her taking of the spotlight

applause and encore

more accolades shall follow

from all like minded souls

 

Javas Lamer Hark

 

Listening to: Vesti la Giubba – Mario del Monaco

 

My Swedish Lullaby

In the falling raindrops on a lake where we would float

The kind where tears get lost for a moment in time

Breaking the thinned films of blues and greens

Rippling outward to new homes nearer the Kebnekaise

I would hold you in my arms a little tighter than most

And kind music would play from the distant banks

Alas it was not the love we hoped it would be for us

But perhaps it is a little bit deeper than this water

Brushing your hair aside I whisper a sort of safety in your ear

Reminding you that we both deserved to smile for a while

Finding comfort in knowing there was a gentle care in this

Singing to you an old fashioned Swedish lullaby in native tongue

It paints the horizon with a delicate portrait of memories

You curl into my words and fall asleep on my shoulder

The moon seems so bright tonight and it lights your face

As I recall only seeing such beauty in a dream I had about heaven

Javas L’amer Hark

Listening to: Lykke Li – Never Gonna Love Again

Listening to:  Damien Rice – I Don’t Want To Change You

Fooling Myself

The prerequisite for a snapped heart is sometimes the tearing of a bond. So loud, it reverberates throughout time and etches itself in the most indelible way to you.

 

You’d said there’d be music

You said there’d be thrills

You showed the smiling

My sweet bitter pill

 

When I held your hand

It felt right in my life

You beautiful sunset

My breathtaking wife

 

Our love became tainted

So run of the mill

You hated the silence

Lost faith in my will

 

And now that you leave me

I’m lost in my old

Never to love now

Alone in these colds

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Foo Fighters – Walking after you

 

 

 

 

 

Broken Mould

 

Late firesides in the rain

Do you still sketch

My smiles in your mind

Keeping you warm with

My thoughts of who

We could be in a years time

Did I give you happiness

The one thing you

Always wanted

From a man like me

Can you hear me sing

Or have you let go too much

I no longer am in tune

Do you still secretly smile

At the thought of our dance

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Eva Cassidy – Autumn Leaves

Cupid Unloved

Did you ever think that Cupid

Was the saddest thing to ever not live?

Trapped with unattached arrows

Bleeding straight to the hearts of most

Where the distance of eternal bows

Never attracts enough time for the loving in him

Exiled to a lifetime of proper stance in flight

Where two would be lovers find a firelight

An arbiter of sorts to the battle of the falling

Never to feel the ambient light of a woman’s touch

As she strokes away all traces of pain

With merely a touch of the fingertip

To drop into ocean blues and star streak bursts

As she breaks your walls with just a glance

Poor Cupid, never to discover what his heart

Would feel like as it is pierced with his own bolt

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Wilkinson – Too Close

Far Gone

If a person is broken. Truly broken; what then? How does one piece together a life of any worth if there is nothing palpable for the stitching? They may try and rationalise the thought process; find something to smile about, live for… but our type is deeper in the falling of sorts.

 

What is the eclipse in my life

Where nothing exists to make sense

Of how empty one man can be

The shells lying dormant

Without the fruits of seas

Left in a forgotten

Surly for a moment

I am not alone my dear

But these reticent

Sunrays of gold

Overshadow all the beauty

In the highlights

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

A Little Bit Looser

In the course of falling past the net of being in love, sometimes we mute it into being a nonentity or even a moribund emotion. No longer searching for romance but rather seeking the more greyish physical acts as it is a better, numbing paradigm for the hurts in that person. Now I’m not saying this poem is about me… but I’m not saying it isn’t.

 

Asking myself what I would do without you

Was never a question on my lips

An answer not sought

By a fool in love perhaps

 

The loquacious yacking from me

Covered up your need to speak

Camouflaged thoughts in a reticent lake

With no home to speak of

 

It’s ineffable to think the friendship

Lingers somewhere in limbo

Knowing we both are parted by waves

Not helped by my want to protect your falls

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to The Script – Breakeven

The Final Arrow

Sometimes scars heal in a way we would not like. I have both physical and emotional battle scars if you will. Now I might not be unique in this but my experiences are. To relate this to another person …well sometimes, there just isn’t enough time in the hourglass to translate it and for them to see past it. To settle the heart from drowning, one must accept the water as a separate entity.

 

Can broken hearts be beautiful?

I lose myself in the hopes

That my future intended

Could think of my scars as art

Designed never to fail in attacks

Nor bleed a letter of goodbye

Too strong to ever crack again

For a lack of reason and rhyme

Perhaps a will to be gone

That the only time it is pierced

Is from a sheared arrow by Cupid

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Toussaint McCall – Nothing takes the place of you