Theft of words is worse than a broken heart

Why do we write poetry? Sometimes it’s because we have had our heart stomped on and need a tool to chisel it out. Sometimes it is because, through sheer joy we finally find ourselves after all these years. It is such an intimate act that it can be shared with a lover or friend, maybe even the whole world (should you be lucky enough to have that level of success). Lately however I have become disenchanted with writing due to a few choice people on social media who are, in effect, stealing people’s words, verbatim, then presenting them to a wider audience under the illusion it is their own. Bottom feeders if you like. Muggers of the arts that we strive so hard to protect with fires.

The act itself is such a dismissible one, for only a lover of the art would care. It is trivialised and looked over, for it is not a diamond ring or a car someone has broken into. I say it is something more soul destroying. For what is more personal than the love of words, honed to a sharp tip, capable of showing one’s ripped out soul or caressing our one true love in the deepest moonlit aria?

For me, those that are aware of the act,  stand by and enable such behaviour are not worthy of being called poets nor given the gift. They are just as responsible. Responsible for the theft of a kind soul who has chosen to breathe a little life into our day while we read their words over a steaming hot coffee and a choice slice of scrummy cake.

Don’t get me wrong, the plagiarism I speak of is not a forest fire that has somehow gotten out of control in our little community but it is an interesting topic for me to cover, as lately other poets have been sharing their stories with me about it . Saddened by the verse they had crafted so eloquently, ripped from them and placed onto a more ‘popular’ page and shown false love. Not because these people feel the words but simply because the profile picture was, shall we say, of an aesthetically good looking person (may I add at this point that in one particular case a fake picture, stolen from someone famous for being a world renowned model; so obviously not a smart man/woman either).

In an almost double edged sword, when this happened to me recently, I smiled a smile knowing that person could never have stepped into the same sun I had on that day, when my lover kissed me under the Eiffel Tower and told me a story of forever.

I find it incredulous but then perhaps I am from a different time where mind games and illusions held no part in the sculptures of it all. It negates the form, for if it is beauty you seek through the sheer appeal of the face you have cheapened a craft that to many of us, is one of the purest forms of air above the very mountain tips.

I guess one could dismiss this piece as jealousy and I would be lying if I said there wasn’t a small element of truth. But I’d rather have someone read my life in prose and relate, than have a thousand never find the hurt, joy or love in them. I’m not looking to make a stand nor am I looking for accolades and favourites. Instead I would rather you read this piece and quietly absorb. To me, that is better than any stars, likes and retweets in the world.

Poetry allows one to cherish the interpretation, absorb all the intricacies of the subject matter. Perhaps find the meaning in the words. Take your time, lose yourself in it and if at all possible, realise that if you have a bond with a poem, it is the biggest gift you will ever receive from a stranger.

So to those who have had this done to them I say this, keep your perfects, keep your mind clear of the perfidy and carry on creating. Fear not the imitation for it is the biggest compliment you can receive and continue to conquer the brave in a world where there are plenty of receiving hearts.

If you love poetry, give it the respect it deserves.

 

Javas Lamer Hark

In her shoes

Autumn by Ramona Briedenhann

This poem is inspired by Ramona Briedenhann, the most talented photographer I have had the pleasure of knowing, not just on a base level but in a way that has touched the beauty in me. Her latest piece of photography is called ‘Autumn’ and was her first Salon entry. The composition reminds me of a simpler time, when innocence yielded to nothing and the trees were all that were needed to find summer everyday.

 

 

An innocent in the playing fields

where only dreams are made

and never lost in the tepid calls

of a childhood she never had

 

Reverting to a state of grace

a melancholy tune plays

Feet tapping through the embers

of fallen leaves kissed by the wind

 

Be the dancer for a while

and give in to the fear

of balancing on your blocks

and bleeding troubled feet

 

For those straps were tight

when you were a child

Let go and hear the music

for it plays a tune for you

 

 

Javas Lamer Hark

 

 

Listening to Eva Cassidy – Autumn Leaves

 

Ramona Briedenhann can be found on Twitter here

 

Clouds of Dreams

A poem inspired by the realisation that some personalities dictate the dodging of all that is pure in love and the trail of destruction they can leave behind. Sometimes it’s just down to not loving oneself. Other times it’s because they are so detached from the concept and only open to the magnetic feeling of the pursuit.  After all sometimes false romance needs only exist in the mind as the physical can take care of itself ….. in other forms.

As a poet I must be honest and tell you that I have been on the receiving end of such a type. It would be unfair to deny that my following words weren’t crying directly from the heart or that I didn’t want to transfer my pain to hers in the same way.

 

I watch you chasing clouds above

a never ending anthropomorphic race

in the battle to catch up with love and loss

But you lose the art in the silver lining

as it evolves faster than you can comprehend

 

There is no method to your madness

for you chase them around the globe for sport

You wake up in strange beds you slept in before

wanting to feel again what you once had

with the man who loved your uncomfortable

 

He painted graffiti on the walls inside you

Yet the typical you, deciphered it as bland

now the numbness in you takes hold once again

 

The thrilling chase of a dragon’s tail

lets you know you are alive for a moment or two

but sadness and emptiness will forever be your friend

 

I noticed the lilt in your walk when I saw you last

weakened by the crushing weight of your false shine

The gold in your shoes leaves a bitter trail

proving all that glitters must be lead

 

Javas Lamer Hark

 

Listening to Tove Lo – Stay High

 

 

Pagliaccio Of Me

I am left crying in my fears

by my almost perfect

Pagliacci opera

 

Yet I have no stage to perform

nor curtain call on this night

for they are busy watching another

 

As the crowd settle to view her

in the act of false grace

she gives the performance of a lifetime

 

Consisting of constant destructions

of all men and their hearts

 

Bow before her and show

the respect she never deserved

 

In her taking of the spotlight

applause and encore

more accolades shall follow

from all like minded souls

 

Javas Lamer Hark

 

Listening to: Vesti la Giubba – Mario del Monaco

 

Chasing tides

Burden me with hopes

in the way you know I hated

Running till I drop

teasing me with your rhetoric

and making me believe

Leading me on and astray

from my illuminated path

As you sat in the confides

of your castle on high

you sometimes ventured away

for a few moments in time

just long enough

to meet me on the beach

for a perfect sunrise

where you felt yourself

and in love

Never before have

you been able to show

the real you in the day

But within the twilights

and a distant sunset

you had me chasing tides

Javas L’amer Hark

Listening to Miss Li – Stupid Girl

 

My Swedish Lullaby

In the falling raindrops on a lake where we would float

The kind where tears get lost for a moment in time

Breaking the thinned films of blues and greens

Rippling outward to new homes nearer the Kebnekaise

I would hold you in my arms a little tighter than most

And kind music would play from the distant banks

Alas it was not the love we hoped it would be for us

But perhaps it is a little bit deeper than this water

Brushing your hair aside I whisper a sort of safety in your ear

Reminding you that we both deserved to smile for a while

Finding comfort in knowing there was a gentle care in this

Singing to you an old fashioned Swedish lullaby in native tongue

It paints the horizon with a delicate portrait of memories

You curl into my words and fall asleep on my shoulder

The moon seems so bright tonight and it lights your face

As I recall only seeing such beauty in a dream I had about heaven

Javas L’amer Hark

Listening to: Lykke Li – Never Gonna Love Again

Listening to:  Damien Rice – I Don’t Want To Change You

Fooling Myself

The prerequisite for a snapped heart is sometimes the tearing of a bond. So loud, it reverberates throughout time and etches itself in the most indelible way to you.

 

You’d said there’d be music

You said there’d be thrills

You showed the smiling

My sweet bitter pill

 

When I held your hand

It felt right in my life

You beautiful sunset

My breathtaking wife

 

Our love became tainted

So run of the mill

You hated the silence

Lost faith in my will

 

And now that you leave me

I’m lost in my old

Never to love now

Alone in these colds

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Foo Fighters – Walking after you

 

 

 

 

 

Pretty in the Day

She has a pretty kind of day face

unashamedly so in the light

Never an upturned palm as to hide her smile

We had our nest perched high above any worlds

hiding in imagination, a safe haven for lips on lips

Summer kissing with a nervous unknowing

of when it would be time to pass by

Now in the autumn our home is just filled

with mementos of what could have been

and a chill looms in every thought I have

Diluted in a way that makes me uncomfortable

like wine in your glass without tannins

I am an unattached balloon with no purpose

with no one to hold me what is my design

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to The Cardigans – I need some fine wine

Broken Mould

 

Late firesides in the rain

Do you still sketch

My smiles in your mind

Keeping you warm with

My thoughts of who

We could be in a years time

Did I give you happiness

The one thing you

Always wanted

From a man like me

Can you hear me sing

Or have you let go too much

I no longer am in tune

Do you still secretly smile

At the thought of our dance

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Eva Cassidy – Autumn Leaves

Cupid Unloved

Did you ever think that Cupid

Was the saddest thing to ever not live?

Trapped with unattached arrows

Bleeding straight to the hearts of most

Where the distance of eternal bows

Never attracts enough time for the loving in him

Exiled to a lifetime of proper stance in flight

Where two would be lovers find a firelight

An arbiter of sorts to the battle of the falling

Never to feel the ambient light of a woman’s touch

As she strokes away all traces of pain

With merely a touch of the fingertip

To drop into ocean blues and star streak bursts

As she breaks your walls with just a glance

Poor Cupid, never to discover what his heart

Would feel like as it is pierced with his own bolt

 

Javas L’amer Hark

 

Listening to Wilkinson – Too Close